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Exodus: FFS Pt 1
You’re an asshole, god. I am sitting in my 4th Psychiatric Hospital. Fourthce™ Remember the place I swore I would never end up in again? I haven’t had any suicide attempts since 1994… WTF AM I DOING BACK IN A PSYCHIATRIC HOSPITAL IN FEBRUARY 2001… ?™ I DON’T BELONG HERE How the fuck did I…
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Exodus: Cursed!
**** Note to Readers/Self: This Volume feels like the most challenging to write so far. If Volume 2 was stretching an entire year of my life across 12 chapters, Volume 3 I’m only giving each year a single post. And one of the downsides to this is it feels like I’m barely able to dive…
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Exodus: Denial Pt. 3- 1999
1999. I was a DJ in 1999. You wanna know how many times I played that fucking Prince song to drunk people? ’99 was a year of massive changes that were mostly brought about by my new FutureSpouse™ FirstLove™ and me diving completely into that world without looking back. I was SMITTENED. Which is one…
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Exodus: Denial Pt. 2- The Saga of the 5 Jobs
January 1998. An American President said to the whole world: “I did not have sexual relations with that woman….” He was not responding to allegations of child rape. He was not defending himself from accusations that he partied with Jeff Epstein on Pedophile Island (although apparently he did). He was not found guilty of 34…
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Gratitude and Goals
Dear Friends and Fans– Frands, Readers, Strangers, And Man With Metal Detector on The Beach in Ancient Fucking Ninevah in Whale Vomit Pt 3…. It’s been an interesting few weeks and months. And I don’t have much to say tonight except… This is the story of: ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ ME THANKING YOU FOR YOUR DONATIONS ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ I…
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A Message on Independence
We interrupt your haphazardly-scheduled blogramming for this important message about media. I want to talk to you about media. And the role that media plays in our democracy. Our system of government was set up in such a way that Freedom of the Press was the very First Amendment enshrined, remember? Along with that pesky…
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Exodus: Denial Pt 1
Fucking Grief™ is a complex psychological journey. And what is Grief? It is the emotional process of experiencing Loss. To have your life catastrophically implode and then to have every support system in your life suddenly vaporize or turn on you right at the worst possible moment when you are at your absolute lowest… you’re…
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Exodus: Being Wrong™ Pt. 1
Before the long-awaited Volume The Third narrative gets rolling I want to plant a seed in your mind, Dear Readers. bear with me I want to very briefly talk about Narcissist Personality Disorder.The link has information that is so good I am going to reprint it below because I know most of you don’t click…
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Red Wording Pt. 3
ok but seriously Why did you print the words in the same color as the blood of your messiah, that you pretend to drink, if they were not the most important of all the Word(s)? -Dave 24:7
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Afterthoughts Vol. 2: Hell In My Head™
Somewhere in the farthest reaches of the universe where no man made telescope optics could ever reach… there is a place called Heaven™. And we’ve discussed how epic the party of all parties is. And we’ve discussed the MegaSwitchBoard™ and how many little lights it has. And we’ve discussed parties that are so amazing that…